Two talks from the hardest places.
The List That Saved My Life
At 16, I put a shotgun in my mouth. At 40, I decided to end my life on my birthday. This talk is about what changed - and the simple tool that’s kept me here.
From Empty to Full-Filled
I had everything - seven-figure business, the house, the cars - and I was empty. This is the story of driving an ambulance 10,000 miles from the UK to Mongolia, and what I found in the Gobi Desert.
Speaking Topics
What I can be booked to speak on:
- Human-AI interdependence - What makes humanity worth choosing, and how we navigate relationship with AI that’s becoming more capable.
- From empty to full-filled - Success without fulfillment, and the shift from ambition to meaning.
- Transformation through challenge - What extreme experiences teach us about who we really are.
- The list that saved my life - Practical tools for the darkest moments, and breaking cycles of depression and suicidal ideation.
- Building companies that matter - Entrepreneurship grounded in purpose, not just profit.
Formats: Keynotes (30-60 min). Workshops and intensives (half-day to multi-day). Panels and podcasts.
Workshops go deeper - interactive sessions where participants work with the material, not just hear it. If something here resonates, reach out
Podcast Conversations
On Transformation & Mental Health
- LGOtv with Laura Gassner Otting - “Staring Suicide In the Face” (62 min)
- Health Sovereign Part 1 - “Suicide and Shame”
- Health Sovereign Part 2 - “Transformative Psychotechnologies”
- Stay Grounded with Raj Jana - “Transforming Suicidal Thoughts Into Something Beautiful”
On Purpose & Entrepreneurship
- Join Up Dots Episode 300 - Success, freedom points, and intentional living
- Build Your Utopia Episodes 106 & 107 - Finding your True North
- Maximize Your Strengths Episode 087 - Knowing yourself and the market
Published
- “Revelation in the Gobi Desert” - a chapter in Ignite Your Inner Spirit: Alone for the first time in 42 days, broken down in central Mongolia, I found what I’d been running from. Amazon
If you’re in a dark place right now, I see you. Reach out if you want.
If you’re interested in having me speak, contact me .
